I've been free of my eating disorder for almost two years now.
But I feel so large and revolting.
I want to starve myself again.
Maybe this time you wont be able to get me to recover.
Maybe this time you'll realize what your joking words do to me.
Maybe this time I'll prove I've got the willpower.
But I won't go through with any of it.
What would people think of me?
Disgust?
Concern?
Pity?
How sickening.
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