Saturday, January 22, 2011

I'm Not Religious But.



Imagine that you are talking to a man who's preaching about the sins committed against God.
He's had premarital sex and once married a woman who he committed adultery upon then divorced.
This man is utterly detestable.
Yet here he goes spewing words of hate towards the non-heterosexual population.
What gives a man a right to tell someone that their sins are worst then his own when in actuality all sins are equal but a few.
Tell this man that homosexuals have committed one sin, but he has committed multiple.
This man has no right.
He is nothing that matters in the long run.
He is not the Holy Spirit.
He is not Jesus.
He is not God.

And therefore can not put words into His mouth.

Sunday, January 16, 2011

ED-NOS



I've been free of my eating disorder for almost two years now.

But I feel so large and revolting.
I want to starve myself again.

Maybe this time you wont be able to get me to recover.
Maybe this time you'll realize what your joking words do to me.
Maybe this time I'll prove I've got the willpower.

But I won't go through with any of it.
What would people think of me?
Disgust?
Concern?
Pity?

How sickening.

Saturday, January 08, 2011

Thursday, January 06, 2011

Hair.



I've decided which color I wanna dye my hair. C:
I want it to be the same color as the girl in the picture.

On another note, last nite me and my mum had a role reversal. I had to go to the bathroom but I was watching the dog. Thinking it'd be fine, I said "Watch Emery for a minute." She agreed but I didn't look to see if she'd gotten up. I come out and she's still sitting, still watching our pausable television. I then realized she'd not looked at our dog whatsoever.
Our dog wasn't on her leash and I was watching to make sure she pooed. My mother then proceeded to apologize and I just had to laugh at how much this was like me. She closed the door and pointed to the boots to make me go find her. She mouthed I love you and I about went into convulsions of laughter. Thats what I do to her all the time! c:
Needless to say it was a nice nite all nite.

On another note I've decided which color I wanna dye my hair. C:
I want it to be the same color as the girl in the picture at the top.